I never made it to the computer yesterday because this week is turning out not at all how I had planned. The girl who works in the morning for my client is sick so I picked up three of her shifts. The extra cash in my paycheck will be great next week but to be brutally honest, I was hungover yesterday so when I got home I took a nap instead of writing. My husband and I usually have drinks on Tuesdays and Saturday nights. His best friend has “the guys” over every Tuesday so he goes every other week and on the off week we have “date night” at home. We just set aside the time after the kids are in bed to watch a movie, play cards, whatever and then we usually always end at least one if not both nights with some pretty mind blowing sex. This past year has resulted in some pretty intense sexual enlightenment for us… and there is no turning back. I need it and I want it bad… all the time. This wasn’t our date week but for some reason we didn’t have sex at all last week, not once. Actually it was my fault, I am getting used to waking up at the crack of dawn to go to the gym. At the same time, I don’t want to “schedule” our sex life. Even though as it sits now we are pretty much on a schedule already, I don’t want an official one. Before I started back at the gym if I had a bad day or he did maybe we would switch things up, drink on an off night, let out some steam under the sheets or both. But now I can’t do that. It has been over two years since I was required to be anywhere in the morning at a certain time so theres a bit of an adjustment period. I don’t think he really understood that at first but we talked about it… twice. And now I think he gets it. How have a managed to write about sex yet make this so super boring?! Ugh. I feel like I am just rambling here. I need to focus my thoughts, if I have time later I will come back to this or touch upon something else. My husband just called me about something that has my mind racing now so I need to go reflect for a few. Plus, the girls are finally coming back today (I babysit twice a week) after weeks of sickness being passed back and forth so I need to go wash my floors before the little one gets here. Until next time… All my love, Danielle
I am absolutely the worlds worst blogger! I feel terrible that I haven’t sat down to write in so long. I have so much that I wanted to talk about. Disney!! O M G. How have I not talked about Disney? I have just been so wrapped up in our videos/ photography/ my internship/ graphics/ summertime/ kids/ house stuff/ mothering lately that I just never seem to get here. To this seat. Where I am supposed to be writing. I have been vlogging though! Yup. I am a vlogging, I am a vlogger, it happened. It was this ever so gradual thing that just happened. These videos are like my drug right now, I can’t even begin to explain how addictive it is to look back at all the memories, the kids little faces, all the changes in the house. It is all just so irreplaceable. I have so much beautiful footage, and silly footage and messy footage!! It is just all so much fun. So much that I never want to pull myself away but I am finding a way to balance it all. One day I will get to all the Disney pictures I want to share and all the memories I want to type out. Honestly, it will probably just end up in another video. I was thinking about interviewing Summer while were watching my clips that I got while we were there and the pictures. We could talk and reminisce about it all, I think that would be a lot more enjoyable than me just sitting here trying to make some witty blog post about it. I re-opened my store! I just got my first order since the not so grand re-opening, ha! A bracelet, these things fly off the shelves I’ll tell ya, they are by far my number one biggest seller! It is super cute and simple, I wear mine all the time so I can definitely see it 🙂 There is so much good music out right now I can’t even deal right now! I want to go to bed early but that will probably never once in my life ever happen haha, so I am sitting here trying to do a quick little update and all I hear is one good song after another, how will I ever turn off this radio?! Nope, no bed for me, just going to keep jamming out here watching Mark snore on the couch. He is pretty cute 🙂 You guys…… yesterday was our 9th wedding anniversary! So I’m thinking I’ll flood the rest of this page with pictures and head off to bed! Anniversary flowers 🙂 Lookin prettay in the kitchennnnn 🙂 For dinner I made a pork roast, boiled potatoes from our garden and zucchini from my neighbors garden! The kids played in the yard with the balls from our baby ball pit. They thought it was super fun to throw them down the slide! Circa, I have no idea but way …READ MORE
After the week that I have it is hard to know where to start with this post. Summer is sick, again. I am fighting off whatever germ she has on top of that wonderful monthly visit. I swear she gets a cold virus/ diarrhea thing every month perfectly timed with my schedule to guarantee that my immune system will be low enough to catch it too. Yesterday was super stressful between dealing with her doctors office and her school. Yes I will admit she has missed a lot of school this year. But, every single day that she has spent home was 150% necessary. I do not agree with this no fever, no throw up, you’re going to school thing her doctor’s office is now trying to convince me of. If my daughter can’t breath or is at risk for pooping her pants you better believe she is staying home, fever or not. Yet today, I was basically forced to send her to school with a zip lock bag full of spare clothes and flushable wipes because she doesn’t have a fever. Thanks, I will just sit here a nervous wreck all day, no problem. The only good thing that I can say about the situation is that her teacher is a sweetheart and loves Summer, at least emailing her always makes me feel more at ease. I feel like I can’t transition this first topic into anything else right now. We got a new piece of furniture and a rug over the weekend which I want to talk about and share pictures of but this doesn’t seem like the appropriate time. I have always been doing some serious soul searching and have finally came to some major life decisions which I also really need to get into but, not now. I think I am just going to go. My featured image today is my sweet napping dolly and here is one of my little stud. I can’t get enough of these overalls, they are from last season and honestly just about too small but they are too cute he needs to wear them until they can no longer button!! <3 Peace.
James Arthur has an incredibly sexy voice and makes love to the song, it. is. amazing. It makes you feel like love is just the most wonderful feeling in the world. Which it is. So when I listen to this song I feel love, I feel everything that it is. It makes me think of the little moments. I love when a song makes me feel something deep in the pit of my stomach. That’s what this song does to me. It makes me feel love deep down in the pit of my stomach. And, I love that. Say You Won’t Let Go James Arthur I met you in the dark, you lit me up You made me feel as though I was enough We danced the night away, we drank too much I held your hair back when You were throwing up Then you smiled over your shoulder For a minute, I was stone-cold sober I pulled you closer to my chest And you asked me to stay over I said, I already told ya I think that you should get some rest I knew I loved you then But you’d never know ‘Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go I know I needed you But I never showed But I wanna stay with you until we’re grey and old Just say you won’t let go Just say you won’t let go I’ll wake you up with some breakfast in bed I’ll bring you coffee with a kiss on your head And I’ll take the kids to school Wave them goodbye And I’ll thank my lucky stars for that night When you looked over your shoulder For a minute, I forget that I’m older I wanna dance with you right now Oh, and you look as beautiful as ever And I swear that everyday you’ll get better You make me feel this way somehow I’m so in love with you And I hope you know Darling your love is more than worth its weight in gold We’ve come so far my dear Look how we’ve grown And I wanna stay with you until we’re grey and old Just say you won’t let go Just say you won’t let go I wanna live with you Even when we’re ghosts ‘Cause you were always there for me when I needed you most I’m gonna love you till My lungs give out I promise till death we part like in our vows So I wrote this song for you, now everybody knows ‘Cause now it’s just you and me till we’re grey and old Just say you won’t let go Just say you won’t let go Just say you won’t let go Oh, just say you won’t let go Songwriters: Neil Richard Ormandy / James Arthur / Steve Solomon Say You Won’t Let Go lyrics © Ultra Tunes, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
In all honesty, it was a great weekend. My husband and I are facing some really tough life changing decisions right now and we have been working through them so rationally that it has been a real eye opener and reminder of the strength in our relationship. I am at a full out cross road and I couldn’t ask for a better life partner to help navigate me down the right path. I have been doing some major soul searching, staying up all night tossing and turning, thinking and dreaming. This is one of those moments. I think it might be THE moment. The one that makes you who you are. And I am living it. Breathing it. I can’t escape it. I wake up and it is there just staring me in the face, taunting me with it’s uncertainty. This is one of those moments that changes you forever. This moment may be the rest of my life. And to my beautiful children. And to my supportive husband. These memories are for you. I choose my heart. All my love,
I have been meal planning which I hope to share very soon because, it has really been working out beautifully. Tonight our planned meal was pizza. We have A LOT of experience making pizza. There may have been an entire month last summer where we ate pizza every day so my husband could perfect his dough recipe. We LOVE to make our own pizza but, my husband really has a sore spot for store bought dough. I guess all that time spent working on his technique shouldn’t go in vane. But, it has been a really long time since we last made our own pizza so I kind of forgot all about his loyalty and I may have bought a bag of whole wheat dough with my groceries this week. Shoot me. I have to be honest, the store bought dough was a bit stressful. Store bought dough is REALLY sticky (I think because it is pre-frozen?) and my husband swears that his dough is so much easier to handle. So there I was, trying to mediate between my super excited daughter saying “can I try? can I do that? can I roll it? can I put the cheese on now?!!!!!” While my husband held back his rage against this poor unknowing bag of dough. Let the record show, I did offer to take over several times but, the pizza king claimed he was oh so much better at making pizza. Note: Do not add crazy amounts of flour, which I apparently do or at least did before he became the master of homemade pizzas. But I promise you, it is possible to make yourself a pie comparable to take out even with store bought dough. So after a bit of dough wrestling, I was finally allowed to step in and finish pressing the dough out into the pan. Then I was able to let my daughter “do it!” spread the sauce, sprinkle the cheese & finally cook the pie. Really it is a simple process, anyone with a little patience can do it, I promise. Even with the evil that is “store bought dough”. First: Take your store bought dough homemade if you remembered to ask your husband to provide you with his expertise ahead of time. But if not… start by following the directions on the bag (if store bought). This dough was bought frozen, taken home and refrigerated. When we prepped for dinner tonight we had to take the dough out of the fridge and leave it out on the counter inside the bag, allowing it to rise and become room temperature. This is what the dough looked like when we took it out of the bag… Then you want to sprinkle a tiny bit of flour (when your husband isn’t looking) just to make the dough manageable, and roll it into a ball. It really does help the dough from sticking to your surface, ours being our nifty Silicone Baking Mat we have used this mat for every pizza and every …READ MORE